Like the theme tune to daria my life is so funny I can’t stand it. I must be from another planet.
Feeling a little flat I’m sitting at ccd (cafe coffee day) alone and feeling a little worn down.
To much coffee maybe, never thought id say that after 2 coffees!
Although positive about the future I’m a little worn around the edges and think a break is massively overdue.
With projects and plans delayed due human error (in some time the vaguest response to All problems).
I’m in a contemplative mood. Single, wanted in the way a spoiled child wants a toy: only when someone else shows interest, I think walking alone is a perfect solution. Taking a step back to look at my career and plans is next on the agenda.
Descisions on my imminent uk return are being made and the past Will stay firmly where it belongs behind me.
A nice trip to london on business and to see old friends is on the cards as well as a return to a few old haunts and seeing family.
I sometimes feeling Very old in my own skin.
The constant changes and what seems like endless things that need to be dealt with are a chore but worth it. Slow but steady progress.
New people are showing interested in the JamesC collection everyday and I’m gradually seeing more people coming to the table as investors looking to buy a piece of the JamesC brand in their territry. Not a franchise as such but definetly flattering
With the ongoing work on yhe brand (JamesC brushes, kit bags and palettes) nearing conclusion.
I’m swtting my sights on a new challenge or two.
A friend is developing a concept on lgbt cinema as well as my own horror/thriler aspirations. Taking JamesC in new directions.
Creativity is unlimited. My brand Will be the benchmark and I’m going to include a book to my repitoire. India for All its beauty has not been kind to me and I’m looking to release some of the stories to show that makeup artistry is more than pr, glitter and false lashes.
Not All negative, I have plans with An old friend and client to visit cyprus and look at some smaller business options there.
My early morning coffee fix done, I’m going to slowly pull myself together and prep for a meeting across town.
Making a practical and tactical desicions on your own life has a bizarre knock on effect with others.
Right now my business and personal are tied and its become strained deciding what to Do. Emotional desicions effect the financial, financial effects the emotional and reconciling the two in a practical manner is difficult.
For now I’m going to step back be a makeup artist and take time out to work with a fantastic model who has requested me.
A gratifying feeling that my work is appreciated.
Living a double life seems empty. Discretion I can accept, lies bore me. I’m happy being enegmatic and me.
No one should have to hide behind a mask.